THE WELL

 
I woke up
In the depths of a well
I was thirsty
For how could I drink away
The water that was drowning me?


I was trapped

When I saw

The wonderous skies

From my place among the waters

It looked like a roof

I saw it end

Just at the place it began.


I saw the lonely droplets

That I had forsaken

Sadly trickle up the well bottom

To where my palms lay.


I saw the mosses

Grow towards the light

Between the pathways

The stones had made

In the places they were divided.


'Let us nourish you'

They said


Yet my pride shunned them away


I will find a way


They trickled down the stone

The rock crowned with glistening drops

But the crown was too heavy

Making their heads bow down


The waters glistened beneath 

The mighty sun

They showed me 

Memories of forgetfulness 

Showed me 

The distorted body

Of flesh swollen in seaweeds

Of myself if I denied their homage

They showed me images

Of the ones waiting for me

In that wonderful sky.


And so I fell back

For nourishment 

For hope

For I was too weak to believe

It was not too late

For my hands to grasp

The ropes sent down to me 


But I sank 

To the unfathomable depths

To the weight of the water above me

To the call of salvation below the surface

To the blisssful forgetfulness and haze

Where I could see darkness with my eyes open

To the songs of loss


I let my hair become water weeds


But I saw

The rope being led down

Just as my hands

Left the air 

But it lay there

For I could not hold on to it.


I let the waters make me believe

I was free

And so I did not hold on to it.


I wanted to tear down the sky

To reach heaven

So the waters punished me

And turned me to unto the murky bottom  

Where I lay to grant wishes 

To the drops of silver

That caressed my face.


(A tribute to M.C. Escher's - The Well)

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